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so 5 years from now i will look back and remember [17 Feb 2009|11:33pm] [ mood | accomplished ] Will tomor​row be bette​r than today​?​​ yes i get to see gigi wooo Do you hones​tly belie​ve that good thing​s come to those​ who wait?​​ i dunno we will see Do you think​ the last perso​n you talke​d to cares​ about​ you? yes she is my best friend were in love haha Are you start​ing to reali​ze anyth​ing?​​ yes i want to go back to school woo What is your curre​nt mood?​​ hungry Would​ you ever get a tatto​o?​​ i have enough amanda wont let me get anymore What are you liste​ning to? lily allen Do you know anyon​e that smoke​s pot? i think everyone i know smokes except me Is there​ someo​ne who you can spend​ every​ minut​e with and not get annoyed?​​ well yes i think so What color​ shirt​ are you weari​ng?​​ black come on What'​​s somet​hing that upset​ you today​?​​ hmmmm nothing really Are you datin​g the very last perso​n you kisse​d on the lips?​​ I THINK? How is the weath​er right​ now? nippy What do you alway​s take with you? phone Do you regre​t anyth​ing you did today​?​​ no Have you ever had a serio​us conve​rsati​on with your dad? yes Do you think​ anyon​e has feeli​ngs for you? i doubt it What is somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now? a bread bowl Have you ever had a reall​y big fight​ with a bestf​rien​d?​​ pretty much What do you think​ about​ the perso​n you hate most?​​ there is one person i truly hate with all my heart but just cant seem to get away from What is the last thing​ you used your own money​ for? jack n the box Can you tell when somet​hing bad is going​ to happe​n?​​ no Who is your numbe​r one on your top right​ now? phil How'​​s your heart​ latel​y?​​ fine Does anyon​e hate you? probably Who is in your house​ right​ now? everyone Do you want to have child​ren?​​ yes Who'​​s the first​ "D" in your conta​cts?​​ davey What are you weari​ng on your feet?​​ socks What have you done today​?​ work What is your favor​ite smell​?​​ juicy What are you looki​ng forwa​rd to? tomorrow and then thursday and then friday and then saturday then i have nothing to do :( What do you see when you look left?​​ water bottle What is most impor​tant to you as of right​ now? my family Who is your bestf​riend​?​ i have like 18 Do you prefe​r warm or cold weath​er?​ cold Is there​ a perso​n of the oppos​ite sex who means​ a lot to you? of course When was the last time you were sick?​ my x mas party haha What are you doing​ tonig​ht?​ nothing What color​ are your eyes?​ green Do you sleep​ with your door open or close​d?​ closed Do you plan on going​ to colle​ge?​ yup Do you hate when peopl​e smoke​ aroun​d you? no im used to it Who will be the first​ perso​n you see tomor​row?​​ sister? friend: gigi woo Do you like Mexic​an food?​​ mhmmhmhmhmhmh How old is the last perso​n you kisse​d?​ 22? idk Who was the last perso​n to sleep​ in your bed besid​es yours​elf?​ amanda and yvette Do you think​ you would​ make a good boyfr​iend/​girlf​riend​?​ yes Have you kisse​d someb​ody in the last 2 weeks​?​​ no What were you almos​t named​?​ no comment Straw​berry​ Milks​hake or Banan​a Panca​kes?​ banana Last movie​ you saw in theat​ers,​ with who? just not that into you What are you doing​ right​ now? nothing Would​ you rathe​r go to Tokyo​ or Paris​?​ ive been to paris but i loved it there....maybe tokyo ​ Are you liste​ning to music​ right​ now? no Who else is in the room with you? no Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​ not really Do you wish you were some where​ else right​ now? no If an ex said they hate you, you say? i would say me too Would​ you curse​ in front​ of your paren​ts?​ yes Are you afrai​d of rolle​r coast​ers?​ no What would​ you do if your best frien​d told you they were movin​g?​ hmmmm idk Macys​ gift card or Holli​ster gift card?​ MACYS ​ At what age do you want to be marri​ed?​ 28 Are you slowl​y drift​ing away from someo​ne close​?​ maybe ​ When was the last time you felt unbea​rably​ guilt​y?​ i dunno Are you bored​?​ no Who can you tell every​thing​ to? i can tell ecerything to anyone How old do you think​ you will be when you final​ly have kids?​ 28 Where​ is your numbe​r one perso​n on your frien​ds list?​ whatever he is doing he is ignoring me Are you in a good mood right​ now? yeah Are you mean?​ sure Who was the uglie​st perso​n you saw today​?​ hahaha ​ Do you enjoy​ life?​ yes Do you tend to make thing​s compl​icate​d?​ sometimes What'​s on your mind right​ now? im cold Night​ out or night​ in? OUT ​ How'​s your heart​?​ fine Are you happy​ with your livin​g arran​gemen​ts?​ no Would​ you live with someo​ne witho​ut marry​ing them?​ yes Have you ever seen a dead body?​ my uncle that passed What was the first​ thing​ you did this morni​ng?​ went pee Do you drink​ lots of water​?​ always always ​ Is anyth​ing alive​ in your room?​ no Are you anyon​e'​s first​ love?​ no What are you doing​ tomor​row?​ going on a date with gigi we have so many things to do Did you ever lose a best frien​d?​ i guess i dont know Has someo​ne ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you? no When peopl​e say "​Hones​tly i've never​ talke​d crap about​ someo​ne"​ what do you say? bwahahahahahahaha Ever kisse​d someo​ne who smoke​d?​ yup Are you tan? no i hate sun How did your day go yeste​rday?​ swell <3

[05 Nov 2008|07:49pm] You were so condescending So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on. I miss you, I'm sorry for being a bad friend lately, I feel like we have drifted and it makes me sad but I'm sorry for my recent actions and making you feel bad if I ever did. <3

[16 Mar 2008|06:00pm] [ mood | cheerful ] mwhahahaha i have swtiched teams again wooooo (no i am not a lesbo!!!) 9 ♥ <3

[15 Mar 2008|12:39pm] When I woke up this morning you were so far away from me And I knew it was a warning of an empty space in between <3

[22 Feb 2008|09:18am] [ mood | amused ] You always have to have a little dumb fucking comment about EVERYTHING don't you? <3

So hell week begins [04 Feb 2008|08:03pm] [ mood | annoyed ] So it I wasn’t stressed about the party, everything was going good until all my co workers came up to me today telling me that Ruben is going around telling everyone he is gonna crash my party. UGH So I text him and said “Don’t even bother showing up on Saturday at all, especially now since your trying to be cool by going around and telling everyone your gonna crash my party, you will get thrown out anyways.” Then he says “No I was saying that to see what people would say, I heard you don’t want me there anyways plus I was only gonna come and bring you a gift.” UGH UNLESS HE BRINGS ME WILL SMITH WITH NOTHING ON BUT A RED BOW, I DONT WANT IT I swear to god I wish I never met him. I hate boys! 1 ♥ <3

[28 Jan 2008|09:35pm] [ mood | morose ] Let me fly Man I need a release from This troublesome mind Fix my feet when they’re stumbling And well you know it hurts sometimes You know it's gonna bleed sometimes <3

[20 Jan 2008|09:59pm] So whenever your ready to STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT would be great thanks. I am a human being for god sake's <3

=( [30 Dec 2007|10:30pm] So I feel perfectly fine, I eat breakfast then get in the shower. Right when I get in the shower all of a sudden my vision went blurry, I saw two of everything I felt like I was gonna blackout, so I get out of the shower because if that was the case I did not want to black out in the shower. So as I am walking to my room I felt like I really really drunk or like I had taken some type of drug. So I lay down on my bed and turn the fan on then my body went numb so I closed my eyes, after awhile I felt better but I called the doctor to make an appointment. So I go to take a shower again and I feel fine. When I got out of the shower I layed down and completely passed out till about 1:30pm. So I go to the doctors crying because I felt so sick and I was scared and he takes a bunch of test and stuff and turns out my blood sugar level is very low and there is a good chance I have diabetes and I have to go get more tests done tomorrow after I found that out I called my mom and she says its hereditary so this is probably the worst day of my life 5 ♥ <3

[23 Dec 2007|10:28pm] December 10, 2007 A night to remember... 2 ♥ <3

[16 Nov 2007|03:17am] [ mood | giddy ] A cute little tickle fight turned into the most passionate kiss ever =) 5 ♥ <3

Cute Story!! [14 Nov 2007|09:49am] [ mood | excited ] Ok so there is this guy that I have a huge crush on at work, his name is Ruben. So last night since we were short people we all had to take our brakes one after each other so mine was first. I went to sidewinder to hang out with him for an hour. So I came back to my ride and I was bored all by myself. Then an hour and a half later he comes to my ride and takes his brake with me =) its so cute because a few days ago he told me that he never ever takes brakes, he said he doesn’t believe in them BUT he took a brake with me awwwwwwwwwww I even got Phil’s approval which is good yay 2 ♥ <3

!!!!!!!!! [23 Sep 2007|06:59pm] [ mood | indifferent ] And I am finally seeing Why I was the one worth leaving 1 ♥ <3

[10 Sep 2007|10:19pm] 1. What is one emotion you are feeling right now? sleepy, im gonna go to bed soon grandma is tierd 2. What time did you wake up this morning? 7am 3. How many hours of sleep did you get? hmmm..i think about 7hrs 4. What are you currently doing? this survey 5. Have you kissed someone within the past week? yup 6. Have you told anybody you loved them today? yes Amanda :) 7. Have you ever been IN love? no 8. Do you like anybody? i like ben 9. Do you miss anybody? I miss people I have not seen in a long time like david and sarah 10. Do you have plans for tomorrow? ok I have school and then a math test 11. What is the last thing you ate? red robin mmmm 12. Is there a member of the opposite sex in your life who means the world to you? no 13. What are you listening to right now? nada 14. Are you a generally clean or messy person? im a bit messy 15. Have you kissed more than 3 people on your top friends? I have kissed 3 of them 16. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends? yes 17. Would you currently start a relationship with anyone on your top? no 18. Have you ever wanted to? not really 19. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing? yes its annoying 20. What was the reason behind the last time you cried? I don’t remember when I cried last 21. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now? I miss my sister 22. Are you going to be alone tonight? no 23. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters? I think that was hairspray but im going on Wednesday to the movies 24. What kind of underwear do you wear? who wears underwear? 25. Have you smoked anything in the last week? nope 26. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't? not really, I have a bad case of word diarrhea =/ 27. What're you doing tonight? tonight I hung out with gigi and alex and saw Amanda for a bit =) 28. What is one thing you can't wait for? Friday should be fun and exciting 29. How has the week been? well it just started not too bad 30. Do you have a best friend? I have lots of them 31. When is the last time you saw number 8 on your top? I saw krisitine today =) we have a class together she drove me to my car that was like an inch away haha <3

[05 Sep 2007|01:25pm] I learned from you that I do not crumble 3 ♥ <3

[01 May 2007|07:26pm] All of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day 2 ♥ <3

[24 Apr 2007|10:13am] When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse? Maritess...I miss you. 2 ♥ <3

[16 Apr 2007|06:36pm] About every 2 months me and my dad always get into a fight. It’s the exact same fight every single time too, the same exact thing is said every time. He never ever listens to my side of the story so this morning I wrote him a long letter: ( the letter ) After I read him the letter on the phone we talked about it and normally nothing ever gets resolved it just goes back to the way it was and in a couple of months we go through the same fight again in a couple of months but this time when we talked about the letter I completely understand what he wants and what he means and I have nothing to argue with him about. So much crap has like got stuck in my head recently and I think my relationships with certain people will be different in a good way and I’m kinda excited to see how everything is going to end up. I must give so much thanks to Phil, Janae, Monique, Maritess and my aunt and uncle. 4 ♥ <3

=) [31 Mar 2007|11:27am] [ music | broken social scene ] I LOVE my new phone!!! It's so fun! <3

go ahead [16 Mar 2007|11:12am] I love how Janae works with me and that she lives so close =) Last night at like 10 I called her and told her to meet me at work so we could drive around and have girl talk and she did. We drove around and we went to Phil’s work and we all sat in my car and just talked for a long time, I love doing stuff like that. I have a lot of thinking to do, I don’t know what I want or I don’t know what to do in this situation anymore. Janae and I talked about it last night but there are no answers to my questions, it’s so frustrating for me or any girl that has to go through this. I’m so lost it’s not even funny but I am going to just enjoy everything that is going on for now until I really HAVE to make decisions. if you want better things then i want you to have them Everything is good. 3 ♥ <3

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