diana y.

so 5 years from now i will look back and remember

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 07:48:25 GMT

Will tomorrow be better than today?
yes i get to see gigi wooo

Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait?
i dunno we will see

Do you think the last person you talked to cares about you?
yes she is my best friend were in love haha

Are you starting to realize anything?
yes i want to go back to school woo

What is your current mood?
hungry

Would you ever get a tattoo?
i have enough amanda wont let me get anymore

What are you listening to?
lily allen

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
i think everyone i know smokes except me

Is there someone who you can spend every minute with and not get annoyed?
well yes i think so

What color shirt are you wearing?
black come on

What's something that upset you today?
hmmmm nothing really

Are you dating the very last person you kissed on the lips?
I THINK?

How is the weather right now?
nippy

What do you always take with you?
phone

Do you regret anything you did today?
no

Have you ever had a serious conversation with your dad?
yes

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i doubt it

What is something you really want right now?
a bread bowl

Have you ever had a really big fight with a bestfriend?
pretty much

What do you think about the person you hate most?
there is one person i truly hate with all my heart but just cant seem to get away from

What is the last thing you used your own money for?
jack n the box

Can you tell when something bad is going to happen?
no

Who is your number one on your top right now?
phil

How's your heart lately?
fine

Does anyone hate you?
probably

Who is in your house right now?
everyone

Do you want to have children?
yes

Who's the first "D" in your contacts?
davey

What are you wearing on your feet?
socks

What have you done today?
work

What is your favorite smell?
juicy

What are you looking forward to?
tomorrow and then thursday and then friday and then saturday then i have nothing to do :(

What do you see when you look left?
water bottle

What is most important to you as of right now?
my family

Who is your bestfriend?
i have like 18

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
of course

When was the last time you were sick?
my x mas party haha

What are you doing tonight?
nothing

What color are your eyes?
green

Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
closed

Do you plan on going to college?
yup

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
no im used to it

Who will be the first person you see tomorrow?
sister? friend: gigi woo

Do you like Mexican food?
mhmmhmhmhmhmh

How old is the last person you kissed?
22? idk

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides yourself?
amanda and yvette

Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
yes

Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks?
no

What were you almost named?
no comment

Strawberry Milkshake or Banana Pancakes?
banana

Last movie you saw in theaters, with who?
just not that into you

What are you doing right now?
nothing

Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris?
ive been to paris but i loved it there....maybe tokyo

Are you listening to music right now?
no

Who else is in the room with you?
no

Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
not really

Do you wish you were some where else right now?
no

If an ex said they hate you, you say?
i would say me too

Would you curse in front of your parents?
yes

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
no

What would you do if your best friend told you they were moving?
hmmmm idk

Macys gift card or Hollister gift card?
MACYS

At what age do you want to be married?
28

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
maybe

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
i dunno

Are you bored?
no

Who can you tell everything to?
i can tell ecerything to anyone

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
28

Where is your number one person on your friends list?
whatever he is doing he is ignoring me

Are you in a good mood right now?
yeah

Are you mean?
sure

Who was the ugliest person you saw today?
hahaha

Do you enjoy life?
yes

Do you tend to make things complicated?
sometimes

What's on your mind right now?
im cold

Night out or night in?
OUT

How's your heart?
fine

Are you happy with your living arrangements?
no

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
yes

Have you ever seen a dead body?
my uncle that passed

What was the first thing you did this morning?
went pee

Do you drink lots of water?
always always

Is anything alive in your room?
no

Are you anyone's first love?
no

What are you doing tomorrow?
going on a date with gigi we have so many things to do

Did you ever lose a best friend?
i guess i dont know

Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
no

When people say "Honestly i've never talked crap about someone" what do you say?
bwahahahahahahaha

Ever kissed someone who smoked?
yup

Are you tan?
no i hate sun

How did your day go yesterday?
swell

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 03:49:58 GMT

You were so condescending
So pack a change of clothes, 'cause it's time to move on.

I miss you, I'm sorry for being a bad friend lately, I feel like we have drifted and it makes me sad but I'm sorry for my recent actions and making you feel bad if I ever did.

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 01:01:18 GMT

mwhahahaha

i have swtiched teams again wooooo

(no i am not a lesbo!!!)

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:39:23 GMT

When I woke up this morning
you were so far away from me
And I knew it was a warning
of an empty space in between

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 17:19:01 GMT

You always have to have a little dumb fucking comment about EVERYTHING don't you?

So hell week begins

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 04:03:51 GMT

So it I wasn’t stressed about the party, everything was going good until all my co workers came up to me today telling me that Ruben is going around telling everyone he is gonna crash my party. UGH

So I text him and said “Don’t even bother showing up on Saturday at all, especially now since your trying to be cool by going around and telling everyone your gonna crash my party, you will get thrown out anyways.”

Then he says “No I was saying that to see what people would say, I heard you don’t want me there anyways plus I was only gonna come and bring you a gift.”

UGH UNLESS HE BRINGS ME WILL SMITH WITH NOTHING ON BUT A RED BOW, I DONT WANT IT

I swear to god I wish I never met him. I hate boys!

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:39:18 GMT

Let me fly
Man I need a release from
This troublesome mind
Fix my feet when they’re stumbling
And well you know it hurts sometimes
You know it's gonna bleed sometimes

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:03:25 GMT

So whenever your ready to STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT would be great

thanks.

I am a human being for god sake's

=(

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 06:32:54 GMT

So I feel perfectly fine, I eat breakfast then get in the shower. Right when I get in the shower all of a sudden my vision went blurry, I saw two of everything I felt like I was gonna blackout, so I get out of the shower because if that was the case I did not want to black out in the shower. So as I am walking to my room I felt like I really really drunk or like I had taken some type of drug. So I lay down on my bed and turn the fan on then my body went numb so I closed my eyes, after awhile I felt better but I called the doctor to make an appointment. So I go to take a shower again and I feel fine. When I got out of the shower I layed down and completely passed out till about 1:30pm. So I go to the doctors crying because I felt so sick and I was scared and he takes a bunch of test and stuff and turns out my blood sugar level is very low and there is a good chance I have diabetes and I have to go get more tests done tomorrow after I found that out I called my mom and she says its hereditary so this is probably the worst day of my life

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 06:31:03 GMT

December 10, 2007

A night to remember...

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:18:40 GMT

A cute little tickle fight turned into the most passionate kiss ever =)

Cute Story!!

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 17:51:16 GMT

Ok so there is this guy that I have a huge crush on at work, his name is Ruben. So last night since we were short people we all had to take our brakes one after each other so mine was first. I went to sidewinder to hang out with him for an hour. So I came back to my ride and I was bored all by myself. Then an hour and a half later he comes to my ride and takes his brake with me =) its so cute because a few days ago he told me that he never ever takes brakes, he said he doesn’t believe in them BUT he took a brake with me awwwwwwwwwww

I even got Phil’s approval which is good yay

!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:00:30 GMT

And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 05:21:02 GMT

1. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
sleepy, im gonna go to bed soon grandma is tierd

2. What time did you wake up this morning?
7am

3. How many hours of sleep did you get?
hmmm..i think about 7hrs

4. What are you currently doing?
this survey

5. Have you kissed someone within the past week?
yup

6. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
yes Amanda :)

7. Have you ever been IN love?
no

8. Do you like anybody?
i like ben

9. Do you miss anybody?
I miss people I have not seen in a long time like david and sarah

10. Do you have plans for tomorrow?
ok I have school and then a math test

11. What is the last thing you ate?
red robin mmmm

12. Is there a member of the opposite sex in your life who means the world to you?
no

13. What are you listening to right now?
nada

14. Are you a generally clean or messy person?
im a bit messy

15. Have you kissed more than 3 people on your top friends?
I have kissed 3 of them

16. Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
yes

17. Would you currently start a relationship with anyone on your top?
no

18. Have you ever wanted to?
not really

19. Do you find members of the opposite sex confusing?
yes its annoying

20. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
I don’t remember when I cried last

21. Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
I miss my sister

22. Are you going to be alone tonight?
no

23. When is the last time you saw a movie in theaters?
I think that was hairspray but im going on Wednesday to the movies

24. What kind of underwear do you wear?
who wears underwear?

25. Have you smoked anything in the last week?
nope

26. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
not really, I have a bad case of word diarrhea =/

27. What're you doing tonight?
tonight I hung out with gigi and alex and saw Amanda for a bit =)

28. What is one thing you can't wait for?
Friday should be fun and exciting

29. How has the week been?
well it just started not too bad

30. Do you have a best friend?
I have lots of them

31. When is the last time you saw number 8 on your top?
I saw krisitine today =) we have a class together she drove me to my car that was like an inch away haha

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 20:26:48 GMT

I learned from you that I do not crumble

Wed, 02 May 2007 02:26:47 GMT

All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 17:16:31 GMT

When you love someone, but it goes to waste Could it be worse?

Maritess...I miss you.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 01:37:16 GMT

About every 2 months me and my dad always get into a fight. It’s the exact same fight every single time too, the same exact thing is said every time. He never ever listens to my side of the story so this morning I wrote him a long letter:

Dear Dad,
I am writing you this letter because I want you to hear my side of the story and when we talk face to face you don’t listen to me. First of all I want you to know that I understand what you said to me and why you feel the way you do. I want to break down each subject one at a time so I will start with work. I know I don’t have the best job in the world and I know that I won’t be working here for the rest of my life but as far as “right now” I think it’s an okay job. I was very excited when I found out Mayflower was making me full time and that I will now be getting a salary instead of being paid hourly which is great to me. And I am very content with the amount I will be paid every 2 weeks. During the summer I even wanted to get another little summer job to earn more income so I can pay more towards my credit cards.
As for school, I will not lie to you I hate school and I’m sorry to have wasted your money by getting bad grades in the past and I know I got a letter in the mail but I am going to my classes now and I know for sure in one class I am getting a D but as for the others I am doing fairly well. But I want to take the summer off and just work so I can get control over my debut. I just want to work as much as possible and use all the money towards paying off the bills. I know you never see me studying and doing homework and the reasoning for that is because of the classes I am taking. My counseling class always has work during the class, my computer class everything is done and the internet and my religion class we never have homework, the only thing we get is a report which I have done, I can show you my last grade if you don’t believe me.
As for hanging out with the family, you guys come home around 6, make yourselves something to eat, watch TV for like 2 hours then go to your room and go to bed. I don’t like watching TV. If you guys wanted to go see a movie or go out to dinner or something like that then of course I would do that. I understand that coming home every night and midnight is wrong and I’m sorry but I don’t feel guilty because I don’t do anything. I can understand if I was going out to clubs or going to parties but I’m not, i'm hanging out at a house with my friends. For example: yesterday we were playing basketball and when it got cold we went inside and played cards. We never go out anywhere and I hang out with the exact same people like Phil, Monique, Janae, Maritess and Amanda I don’t go off and hang out with random people.
To be completely honest I don’t like being home very much because I can’t stand the rude little comments Helen makes towards me and some of the things she gets mad for and since I am the youngest I always get attacked and you just sit there and let her do it. Rheana is never home, when Robert is home he has a bad attitude, Sara is rarely home so there is nothing for me to so that’s why i’m always hanging out with Phil because he is my best friend.
You know I have been hearing about all the drama that’s been going on with the family and it’s so upsetting and not just because of how Aunt Nena is treating everyone but more of the fact that they are making grandma suffer and it’s not fair. After Nino Rey passed away I honestly thought the family would get closer but if anything it’s tearing everyone apart. I feel you have become cold and distant the only way I can describe it is that you turned into a block of cement. I feel like no matter what I do I can’t get through and i’m so scared because I took Nino passing as a sign and no one listened to it and things are getting worse and I am so scared that another tragedy will strike and just completely ruin everything. I know you’re my father and your always gonna love me no matter what but I feel sometimes you just gave up, like the only person you care about is Helen. I know that the rules in the house is different and that Rheana and Robert are not your kids and I’m not gonna throw that in your face but Rheana doesn’t have to call and ask you permission when she wants to sleep over at Jeremy’s or when she wants to go out why should I have to call Helen and ask her permission? She is not my parent you are and I know half of the things you yell at me for is because she’s complaining to you and you get annoyed and you don’t want to fight with her so you just attack me with everything. I’m so used to it now so I’m not going to complain about it. Dad I just want you to know how I feel because I am hurting inside. I’m sorry for all the mistakes I have made in the past and I wish you could believe in me and trust me again but at this point I know you never will. I am sorry for making you unhappy and making you feel like I don’t care about anyone but myself. I hope one day you will let me in then you’ll see I really do have a big heart.

After I read him the letter on the phone we talked about it and normally nothing ever gets resolved it just goes back to the way it was and in a couple of months we go through the same fight again in a couple of months but this time when we talked about the letter I completely understand what he wants and what he means and I have nothing to argue with him about. So much crap has like got stuck in my head recently and I think my relationships with certain people will be different in a good way and I’m kinda excited to see how everything is going to end up. I must give so much thanks to Phil, Janae, Monique, Maritess and my aunt and uncle.

=)

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 18:28:09 GMT

I LOVE my new phone!!!

It's so fun!

go ahead

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 18:20:01 GMT

I love how Janae works with me and that she lives so close =)

Last night at like 10 I called her and told her to meet me at work so we could drive around and have girl talk and she did. We drove around and we went to Phil’s work and we all sat in my car and just talked for a long time, I love doing stuff like that.

I have a lot of thinking to do, I don’t know what I want or I don’t know what to do in this situation anymore. Janae and I talked about it last night but there are no answers to my questions, it’s so frustrating for me or any girl that has to go through this. I’m so lost it’s not even funny but I am going to just enjoy everything that is going on for now until I really HAVE to make decisions.

if you want better things
then i want you to have them

Everything is good.

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 17:54:49 GMT

=)

It's not so bad.

=/

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 18:53:16 GMT

Families fueding is fucking ridiculous.

I can't stand it.

Was Nino dying not a BIG FUCKING SIGN

How sad.

HOLY SHIT!

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:18:23 GMT

wtf is this all about?

haha

smokin hott!!!

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 03:27:33 GMT

So today was the first day of school. I never hugged so many st paul people in my life but it was cool seeing alot of people again. But so far I like my classes so I think everything will be alright.

I went to the movies to see "Alpha Dog" that movie is so sad but Justin Timberlake is so hott in it. It was a very good movie but speaking of hott guys..

this guy yummmm!!!!!

Oh my sister today:

Me: Oh the "Departed" is still playing in thearters?
Sara(sister): Yeah they were nominated for a grammy!
Me: A grammy?
Sara: Yeah!
Me: Umm.. Unless the "Departed" became a band, I don't think they will be winning any grammy's for awhile.

hahaha what a nerd.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 07:34:24 GMT

“Thank you Kindly”

-Ben Gibbard

ahhhh best concert in THE WORLD!!!!!

that guy has my whole heart